I woke up with a start this morning with my patient Mr X in mind, my mind going thru again and again what treatment is to be done for him..planning and re-planning for the zillionth time.

And then my heart started racing thinking about all the 'What if's'.. and the 'What if' that has been bugging me for the longest time is 'what if something bad happens to him' or his family.
I think my bad experience with Mr Taylor who passed away so suddenly, is taking a toll on me mentally.

STOP it, Pei Lian. You CANNOT let dentistry take over your life.