OMG DIVERSITY WON TONIGHT, YAYYYYY!!!!!^^

Still feeling the 'magic' the group of diversed dancers brought onto the show that I've been loyally following every night leading up to tonight's FINALS.. Britain's Got Talent!!


*ahhhhhh I am so full of admiration for that amazingly creative routine so perfectly executed*

Was falling off the edge of my seat earlier on... OMG never in my life I wanted a group/singer/entertainer to win so badly!!

Heheh a WELL-DESERVED win ^^


*amazing what impact live reality shows has on me >.<... aaaah especially when I should really be studying!!!*

Happy Birthday, PA =)

I am thinking of you from miles away on your special day, pa.

I miss the regular laughter PT, PW and I used to share making fun of your daily 'trips' to the night market to buy FOOD. I miss hearing the sound of your old motorbike from afar, and hearing the opening of the creaky gate of our house when you come home from work.

I miss the sight of you sleeping on the floor, snoring away with an opened newspaper on your big belly. I miss your early morning trips to my room, trying to get lazy me out of bed.

Because I shouldn't be sleeping my life away, you always say. Time is not to be wasted. ( I must have inherited the sleeping genes from mummy ^^)

Most of all, I just miss being able to tell you all my 'grandmother' stories, with you as my silent but number one listener. Heh with an occasional grunt now and again. ^^

Happy Birthday, Pa. My prayers has always been for you to lead a happy and healthy life. *hugss*


Your daughter, PeiLian xxx

3days to my 4th year MCQ Med n Surg final exams.

I have never felt so unprepared, and yet here I am finding 101 reasons to procrastinate on the PILE of notes staring back at me on my table.

Yesterday Dave came in to get his final immediate dentures after I extracted his tooth.. and the lower one didnt fit!!

My tutor dislikes him, and was helping me adjust the dentures VERY unhappily. I don't know why Dave pisses Dr. Feldman off so much, but anyway. It was almost like 2 old men scowling at each other, in a very forced 'polite' kind of way.

Me, stuck in the middle. Not a very nice feeling trust me.

>.< Frustrated, and exhausted now.

I hate this time of the year. It just makes everything more stressful, everyone more pissy, and every little thing that goes wrong feel BIG.

It just makes me feel like crap.

Baiklah.

Dari saat saya menge-'upload'-kan gambar ini saya sudah berjanji dengan diri saya sendiri bahawa tidak dalam seribu tahun akan ku menyimpan perasaan dendam dan benci terhadap sesuatu yang telah berada di sisiku di sepanjang 3tahun perjalanan hidupku.

Tidak, kek pisang itu bukanlah 'temanku' selama ini.

Salah, bukan pisau kek itu jugak.

Apakah salahmu untukku membenci mu, oh kaca mataku?

Apakah tidak ku mengerti pengorbananmu, jasamu dalam membantu diriku yang separuh buta ini melihat gigi di mulut pesakit-pesakit ku?

Apakah tidak ku menyedari ketidakselesaan yang dirasai semasa ku memakaimu bukan salah mu semata-mata?

Apakah diriku seperti kacang lupakan kulit?

Oh kaca mataku, kembalilah ke sisiku. Di manakah dikau pergi? Pergi meninggalkan tuan mu yang sangat merinduimu?

Tiada yang boleh mengganti tempat mu.




Oh, kaca mataku.



Hahahahaha OK I am officially a nut-case now. >.<

Put on your sunnies, grab your hats, and lets go...

.. ROAST SOME MARSHMALLOWS outdoors!!!

... or NOT. >.<

Will have to settle for indoor 'marshmallow roasting' for now...

..because the big E is just around the corner.

Yup E.X.A.M.S. *shuckks.*

The countdown begins. Aaaaaaaaaaaaa *scareddd*

Today is the DAY.

Today is the DAY I had 3 kids cry on my chair. Continuously.

A 5yr old boy, a 5yr old girl, and a 7yr old boy.

Margaret and I had to do so much persuasion, 'sticker-bribing', and praising the whole morning that at the end of it all I almost passed out with exhaustion.

And I didn't even get ANY dental treatment done. It takes 20minutes to get the child on the chair, 2minutes after the child is on the chair it is back to another 20minutes of persuading the child to come back to the chair because for example, 'they think they're hiding somewhere'. And so on.

I had to bend over and talk to Lewis who was hiding under a chair.

And stick myself to the wall as well because little Sophie thinks she's 'hiding' in the wall.

Brian thought with the sunglasses he put on he was hiding from us all.
....

Even complaining about it now is exhausting.

Dr Prasad said to me after the looong morning was over, "Pei you did really well in managing those kids today. I see you have improved in your patient management.Well done."

Errrrr. I am unfortunately, unconsoled. I know it is the chair, needle, drill etc etc that the children hate, but I am the person holding them all. To a little kid, I would be the cause of their 'misery'. =(

To add to the 'joys' of my day, I had a CAT presentation to do this afternoon.

WHICH WAS SUPER NERVE-WRECKING I SWEAR AT ONE POINT I FELT LIKE MY INSIDES WERE ALL GOING TO SPILL OUT.

Tried my very very best not to let my nerves get the best of me,

.. but my tangly tongue failed me a few times in my pronounciations of words.

All that 'Peter and Jane' reading since I was 5, seemed to have disappointed me.

Aaaaaaaaargh.


OKOK I shall focus on the positive side. Presentation over, now time to focus on preparing for my exams.

Hrmmmph HOW FUNN. >.<

*sighhhh*

Dearest mummy,

No words could explain how grateful I am to have you as my mother.

You brought me to this world, you taught me how to love and live. A girl looks to her mother as an example of the woman that she wants to be in the future, and mummy, you are that woman.

I want to have your courage in facing life's adversities, your laughter and cheerfulness in the midst of dark and dreary moments. I want to work hard like you, earning an income for the family on top of looking after peiting, peiwen and myself. I want to be able to cook and sew as well as you do. I want to have the faith that you do, ever constantly seeking the grace of GOD, with much goodwill.

I don't know if I say this enough, but THANK YOU mummy, for being so patient and kind with me. Thank you, for bringing me into this world and loving me as I am. Thank you, for dilligently praying for me.

I hope I make you proud one day.

I love you, mummy.

My prayers, Pei Lian. xxx

Just a short post tonight before the clock strikes 12;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MELISSA!!!! ^^

I hope you enjoyed dinner and the cake ^^

I believe special people are born on this special day.

... because my friend Markus was born today too. He made an impact in my life, and so did you.

Happy Birthday to you, Markus. You're remembered fondly on this day.

I hope heaven has cake too! ^^